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Genesis

A friend told me once about his friend the meteorologist. My friend asked his friend if meteorologists could predict weather better than is commonly thought, and the guy said, “Well, yeah, we could, if we could find a starting point.”

The planet is engulfed in a swirling game of tug of war, and there’s a sense of a pattern, but there’s so much of it and it’s changing constantly, it’s hard to get wrapped around it. So I guess they just pick an arbitrary starting point, the meteorologists, plug in some observations, and hope they’re close. Not right, not prescient, but close.

I’m a little skeptical of the claim, or of my recollection; but there is something to weather, a spirit of order that hints of elegant chaos. Its inscrutibility is almost tantalizing, in the way that dark forests and closed doors beckon our curiosity.

That’s how our days go. Our mornings, middays, and evenings find us collecting ideas and observations, and sorting them as well as we can into patterns. Which health insurance plan is my best choice? What should I fix for dinner? Am I stuck in a dead-end job, or are all jobs equally pointless?

The accessibility of patterns we find, and the models we make for them, vary inversely to their power to make sense of things. So while deciding what to make for dinner is relatively easy and provides immediate results, it’s not terribly extensible. Eventually, there are bigger things to understand, larger datasets to model. Is abortion really harmless, or is that an irrelevant facet of its debate? Should the debate over rights of abortion focus less on what’s good for the child or mother, and more on what’s good for the population? Does whatever value we at least want to place on human life logically decrease as the world’s population increases?

Just like with weather, if we had but a stable point of entry into the foray, we might be better able to negotiate the issues. Maybe we could get close to any truth that might exist. Not right, not prescient, but close. The trouble is that the number of intersections between the variety of salient issues can be overwhelming. Abortion as a topic of debate is as much about a society’s perceived value of human life directly as it is about religious doctrine and political opportunism and socioeconomics and aesthetics. It’s difficult, though not necessarily untenable, to maintain outrage at abortion concurrent with support for war, at least logically. It’s similarly difficult to contemplate abortion as the means of providing for the needs of an unborn child known to have health problems at the same time as investing into the human spirit a vigilant optimism.

All indications suggest that our continued investigation of existence will simply illuminate how much there is yet to know. The means the human species has to store and coordinate knowledge are mercurial relative to the time scale on which existence operates. Just as it’s only after longitudinal studies of usage and effects of pharmaceuticals that we can understand their more subtle natures, it would seem that any reasonably approximate understanding of Existence requires a longer view than any one of us will have.

But I’m not concerned quite yet with reasonable approximations. I’m not concerned with accuracy or prescience. I’m finding it hard enough to triangulate a good starting point. Where is your square one, your origin, the place you know, the place with those few hardwon scraps of insight hanging framed on the wall?


4 Comments

When I thought I “HAD ALL THE ANSWERS” was when I knew the least. I didn’t know that until I found myself searching, much like you are today. My greatest truth is, thankfully, in constant motion. My concepts change with each grain of forward thinking I am able to garner. One such thought is, “As long as I think someone owes me something, I can’t feel full”. My greatest “re-birth” was when I learned there were so many more sources of knowledge than just “The Bible”, hence, the story of Genisis. When I found out about “Perception”, I was no longer chained to my childhood dogma. When I had my child, I learned he was not mine. I learned he was loaned to me. My perception of my “self” was changed. So too, was my truth. I feel like it is all one and not all one. My favorite thing is ” IF YOU CAN DREAM IT , YOU CAN ACHIEVE IT “. So, maybe we “choose” dream over nightmare. The beauty is “I DON’T KNOW”. That is my response to your query, I don’t know.

By the way, George looks like a Jack !

Jack began as Jack, then became Phillip, who begat George, who begat George Cornelius. He’s good people.

On your other comment, there are a lot of things wrapped up in there. I have several articles building themselves in my head which I hope will separate and examine those things.

I look forward to the taking apart of the comments and how you will reform any ideal thinking that may be there. I am just learning how to articulate to achieve my desires. I used to be in perpetual waiting for when the answers to my prayers or wishes would come true. I always thought they had to be ” some time in the future”. Now, I am learning to feel gratitude “before” it comes, and it comes ! A leap into the Quantum Physics is how I see it. Be thankful and grateful, and the laws of attraction will rearrange the Universe to accomodate my “feeling” of gratitude, and provide for that. What I dwell on will be the catalyst of what I attract to me. Sounds like I am responsible for all that comes to me. If this is so, then , thankfully, I am not at the mercy of anyone else , to decide what I get or lose. That is the best ideal for me to incorperate into my life.

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