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A Pregnant Summer

Herewith, a short list of things I’m expecting this summer to achieve this summer.

  1. Write a short story.
  2. Do math.
  3. Launch erectlocution.com properly.
  4. Read Dhalgren.
  5. Draw.
  6. Flesh out a cool business idea I have.
  7. Listen.
  8. Speak unequivocally.
  9. Equivocate when it’s appropriate. I am imperfect.
  10. Embrace health. My thinking rots without it.
  11. Write.
  12. Write.
  13. Write.
  14. Write.
  15. Write.
  16. Write.
  17. Kiss. I have lots of kissworthy people in my life, though, of course, the kisses for which they’re worthy come in different styles and durations.

More later.


2 Comments

I want to do #1, #2 and #10 every summer, winter, fall and spring. If I can do those three, then my season has been successful.

Unequivocal speech occupies my thoughts now more than it used to. It is a huge challenge to speak unequivocally on a topic which is, itself, an unresolved tangle in the mind. As one grows older, one finds more tangles every day, and even things that appeared neatly sorted out, are actually tangles waiting to happen. What is worse, people tend not appreciate the complexity of tangles and the ability to hold them in the mind. They want us to have firm positions on everything, even though such positions are impossible :( .

Changed to OL since it makes more sense.

I have rested on my laurels, as it were, regarding #1, #2, and #10. I baked into my self-image some sort of competency or success at them, only to find it illusory. Delusions of accomplishment, like the aging barber who still tries to cash in the acclaim for winning a high school football championship. Only…only I never even did that much.

I can’t imagine that our mental capacity outstrips the capacity of any physical system (no irony intended), so seeing as it’s difficult to find any other physical system that rests on a foundation of neatly divided elemental components, the unequivocal is a result not of having found such bedrock, but of having chosen to stop trying. That’s fine, but without qualifying the reason we no longer fiddle so, we misrepresent the power of our resolution.

Maybe. +)

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